Today I experienced tons of emotions including happiness, pleasure, anger, sadness and love.
Only one person could make me feel that way, it was my boyfriend.
Today he confessed he has only fallen in love four times in his life and all of the ladies ended up breaking his heart, all of them cheated on him.
I could only think “how come?” He’s so cute, so caring, so hot, he’s always there. A guy every girl would love to meet. I just couldn’t understand it.
He felt so vulnerable, he felt so hopeless, he told me this is the last time he’s trying bc he is tired of opening up to someone so they break his heart, he doesn’t want to go through it again.
I know him and what I love the most about him is his beautiful heart, he’s not like his father or grandfather who only cared about having a lot of women around and having a heart makes him real and I’m glad I met him, I’m glad I’m his last try and I’m not going to take it for granted.
He also told me that I saved his life, he even considered committing suicide and the last day he thought about it was the day he met me, so I consider myself a heroine and my duty is to love him and make him feel loved and I’ll never break his heart.
I just enjoy every minute around him, it makes me feel great and I know he doesn’t deserve all the suffering he has experienced, but it’s about to end. I wouldn’t let it happen anymore.
We are afraid because we know how it feels like when you give in to love and they break your heart like they never cared about you.
We spend so much time trying not to make mistakes because everything is perfect right now. We need to let go and enjoy what we have because we don’t know how many time we got left, we don’t know if it’s going to last, we don’t know what the future will bring us, we don’t know.
I enjoy his kisses, his smell, they way he looks at me and tells me he loves me, I enjoy when we spend time together, I enjoy knowing that even though everything happened so fast, we still feel the same thing, we enjoy each other.
When people care about the past or future is because they care a lot and caring a lot ends things up really fast. We need to care about each other, but that’s it because just thinking about the present, that moment you’re spending with that other person and how happy they make you feel is what’s going to determine your future with him/her and the past will be a lovely story to tell and will be an example of true love.
You know is a forbidden love when you can’t express your feelings as you want.
You know is a forbidden love when his best friend wants you and he knows it.
You know is a forbidden love when he can’t talk about the sexual experiences you two have had with fear of his bestie finding out.
You know is a forbidden love when everything needs to be kept secret.
You know is a forbidden love when you can’t upload a photo on Instagram or fb because no one can ever find out.
You know is a forbidden love when you have to lie about that amazing day you spent with him or something that happened between you two.
You know is a forbidden love when his sister is a friend of yours.
You know is a forbidden love when it’s to risky to look into each other’s eyes or sitting together in public.
You know is a forbidden love when you have to pretend you’re fine when his bestie is talking about finding a girl for him.
Forbidden things are the ones we want the most, but don’t lie, don’t pretend, don’t hide your feelings because in the end what’s going to matter is what makes you happy and if that loser is the one making it possible then nothing should stop you two from being together.
If things were as simple as it sounds, I would have been with him right now making love until the sunrise.
I haven’t cried in a long time, but this new guy just told me the most beautiful words I’ve ever heard and tears couldn’t help but come out of my eyes.
He knows my mom died five years ago and he said he wanted to know where was she buried so he could thank her for bringing me to life. Just writing this makes me want to cry and feel the luckiest girl in the world for having him in my life.
He has been so caring, supportive, so sweet that I just can’t believe he exists. He told me he’s afraid of making mistakes with me, but I’m the one who’s going to be destroyed if I make something that can damage our relationship. He told me he’s afraid because I have the power to hurt him, but I’m going to be really hurt if he ever wakes up and decides he doesn’t want to be with me anymore.
This is all new, I know, but it doesn’t matter, we can try, we can make it last, we can learn a lot from each other(me more than him, but it’s okay). I haven’t felt like this in such short time, for God’s sake it hasn’t been a month yet and look at me falling for him.
I don’t regret it at all, I don’t regret any minute we have spent together or any conversation we’ve had.
Sometimes I just wonder what does he see on me? What makes him get all crazy about me? What are we going to do? I don’t have the answer of any of those questions, but I’ll figure out as time goes by, because I like being around him, I like his kisses and I like when we make love. I just like everything about him.
I met this guy about a week ago and I like him like we’ve known each other for years. I wanted to take things slow so it can work out, but being with him in his bed, kissing, didn’t help me at all. All I wanted was for him to fuck me the entire night and the fact that he didn’t want at first made me like him even more. This means he respects me and is not just playing around.
People from work didn’t believe he liked me and I don’t know what’s that supposed to mean, but they kept on saying “you need to brush your hair, bla bla bla” and I was like ” I don’t need to pretend to be someone I’m not for a guy to like me, he already likes me and the fact that my hair is all messy is not gonna change that”. They say he’s handsome and another good looking woman can arrive and take him away from him. For some reason I’m not scared, I’m really confident and I trust him. They gotta understand I’m not attracted by what I see, that’s temporal, but I like him because he doesn’t pretend to be someone else and he likes being around me as much as I like it .
He’s really funny and crazy. I can’t even stop smiling when he’s around and I really enjoy spending time with him.
I was laughing so much because he said he wouldn’t have sex with me and when we got completely naked he only said “despite the fact that I’m horny as fuck and completely naked, I don’t think we’re gonna have sex” the thing is that we did have sex and I really liked thinking how weak and sexy this guy is
All I want to do is have a nice time. Meet new people, get drunk, have sex and live my life. I want to make new friends, I want to have a hang over for the first time, I want to be able to have my first orgasm and I want to live a happy life. People say “you only live once” and that’s true, this means live without regrets and live today like there’s no tomorrow. Even though people like saying yolo, they keep on thinking about the future and they are so caught up on it that they can’t enjoy today. I want to be different, I don’t want to spend everyday complaining, I want to be thankful because I’m alive. My goal is to be a good influence for those who stare at me, I want others to trust me when they’re in trouble, I also want others to reach me for a good advise and I want to feel good by doing what I mentioned before.